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What is Shame?

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According to Brene Brown, a brilliant social worker and shame-researcher, “shame is the intensely painful feeling or experience of believing we are flawed and therefore unworthy of acceptance or belonging.” It can be crippling and cause us to feel self-loathing, loneliness, and despair. When we’re stuck in shame, we generally don’t feel motivated to make changes, but instead, focus on our many short-comings. It’s heavy, to say the least. And sometimes we carry our shame with us for years. We might reflect on an experience from when we were ten-years old and still feel an overwhelming desire to hide or to be someone else.

Shame and guilt are often used interchangeably, but there is a fundamental, and important difference between them. To put it simply, shame is “I am bad,” while guilt means “I did something bad.” When we experience guilt in a healthy manner (yes, unhealthy guilt exists, Check out Guilt Gone Wrong for more on that) we’re able to recognize a mistake we made, make repairs, and move on. Shame on the other hand often lingers, sometimes for days, months, or even years. We don’t view our actions as the problem, but ourselves. We made the mistake because we are bad, wrong, flawed, etc. While guilt can propel us to make changes and connect with others, shame can often be paralyzing. When we believe we are truly flawed, we often want to hide this from others. It can make us believe that if people knew who we truly were, they would not accept or love us anymore. And from here, shame grows. 


Aside from being painful to experience, shame can have a negative impact on many parts of our lives. It can affect our ability to form healthy relationships or stand-up for ourselves. People who experience frequent shame may find it difficult to accept love and praise from others, because they feel unworthy. They may also find themselves stuck in toxic or abusive relationships, feeling certain that they deserve the abuse or poor treatment from others. It can impact self-worth, prevent personal growth, or lead to isolation. Shame can also be connected with depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and other mental health concerns. 

Unfortunately, shame is universal and unavoidable. Even when we know about shame, we can’t stop it from happening to us. But we can address it in a way that prevents it from growing into something toxic. 



4 Ways to combat Shame: 

Increase Awareness: The first step to combating shame is recognizing that you are experiencing it. If we don’t know we’re in a shame cycle, there is no way to combat it. So, get familiar with what shame feels like to you. Notice what you experience emotionally, physically, and what thoughts go on in your head. There may also be certain situations or people that frequently trigger shame for you - take note of those. Use that awareness to catch shame as it’s happening.

Talk about it: Often when we feel shame the last thing we want to do is tell someone what happened to make us feel that way. Sharing shame can feel counterintuitive, and intensely vulnerable. But we have to talk about it. Shame thrives on secrecy. When we hide our shame, it has more control over our lives. If we are able to recognize it, acknowledge it, and then talk about it, we’re taking back the power. We’ve kicked shame out of the driver's seat and we’re driving the car. One thing to consider when talking about shame, is who you are sharing it with. It’s important that we pick someone in our life that we can trust and who is capable of being empathetic. Sharing shame with someone who often shames you can just intensify the feeling. Understand that not everyone has the ability to connect with you in this way.

Connect with others:  When we share our shame with the right people, they often are able to normalize the experience and connect with us. By sharing things we feel ashamed of, it opens up the door for others to do the same, and those very vulnerable conversations bring us closer together. Recently a friend told me she talked to her family about attending therapy. Prior to talking to them, she felt concerned about what her family would think of her going to therapy and if they would judge her for her mental health concerns. Her family members responded in a warm and encouraging way, they praised her bravery for sharing, and one shared that she had also attended therapy in the past for her own mental health concerns. My friend left this experience feeling more connected to her family and without shame. By sharing it, she realized that the thing she was feeling so much shame about didn’t actually impact how others viewed her. They still accepted and loved her.

Practice Self-compassion: Since shame is the experiencing of believing we are unworthy or flawed, there can often be negative self-talk that accompanies it. By noticing our thoughts and changing how we talk to ourselves, we can start to relieve some of the pain associated with shame. For example, if someone’s boss gives them constructive feedback about their work, a person experiencing shame might think “I’m terrible at my job and my boss knows I’m incapable. What’s wrong with me that others can succeed here but I can’t.” To practice self-compassion, the person might reframe their thoughts by remembering positive feedback they’ve gotten, listing successes they’ve had at work, or reminding themselves that everyone has room to grow and constructive feedback does not mean failure. Notice when you’re holding yourself to too high of standards, and give yourself permission to be human. A helpful thing you can ask yourself is - “what would l tell a friend in this situation?” We tend to be better at responding compassionately to our friends and family than we are to ourselves. 

Although shame can feel paralyzing at times, it’s encouraging to know there are tools we can use to challenge it. Shame doesn’t have to rule our lives! And while applying these tools may be adequate for some, others may find they need a little more guidance to address their shame cycle. Life experiences, how we were raised, our personalities, and mental health concerns can all impact how frequently we feel shame and our ability to move through it. There is no shame in seeking therapy for shame! 


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Guilt Gone Wrong

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Do you spend hours worrying that you said or did the wrong thing and may have hurt someone’s feelings? Do you obsess over mistakes you made? Do you take responsibility for things outside of your control and feel guilty that you couldn’t do more? Do you agonize over saying no to someone and/or continually agree to do things you don’t want to? 

If any of these questions ring true, you might be someone who struggles with excessive guilt. 

Guilt is a pretty common phenomenon. Generally, it’s a signal to us that we’ve done something against our values, or in the case of excessive guilt, we’ve done something that we perceive as being “bad.” It’s a type of moral code created by us, our families, our cultures, our society, etc. If we follow this code, we feel good. If we break this code, we feel bad and experience guilt. While guilt doesn’t always feel nice, it is important for us to have moral codes that we live by. Establishing “right and wrong” and having empathy for others is what makes us human. So, you could argue that guilt does have its place in our world. 

Often when people feel guilt, you’re able to notice that you’ve  made a choice that doesn’t quite align with how you want to behave in life. For example, if you plan to take your dogs on a walk in the morning, but sleep in instead, you might feel some guilt.  Your moral code is telling you that your dogs are important to you and that they need a walk before a long day at home. If you’re able to take into consideration why you’ve experienced guilt and then let it go, that’s normal guilt. If it escalates to thinking that you’re terrible dog owner, that your dogs have an awful life, they deserve someone better, and other obsessive thoughts that intensify the low-key guilt you felt in the beginning, that’s excessive guilt.

Excessive guilt is associated with concerns such as anxiety, depression, PTSD, OCD, eating disorders, shame, and perfectionism. Not only is it unpleasant to experience, but it can also have quite the impact on our self worth, confidence, and personal growth. When we spend an inordinate amount of time obsessing over mistakes and feeling guilty, it impacts how we interact with others and what risks we are willing to take in life. If we know that making a mistake means we’ll feel awful, we start to avoid people and situations that may create guilt. We may pull away from people or things we love or become intense people pleasers.

 As I mentioned earlier, many people who struggle with excessive guilt often “perceive” that they’ve done something wrong. This could be as simple as seeing their partner in a bad mood and automatically assuming they have done something to make their partner unhappy. See how that can result in some people-pleasing behaviors? What have I done? How can I make it better? If the guilt doesn’t fit the situation, there often isn’t an answer of how to make it better.

Excessive guilt leads to anxiety and self-deprecation. Anxiety and self-deprecation may lead to a loss of motivation and feeling of hopelessness or an intense desire to make things “right” and do everything correctly. Either way, it sets you up to fail. If someone takes responsibility for others and has unrealistic expectations for themselves, they will find themselves back in excessive guilt when it inevitably does not work out. On the other hand, feelings of hopelessness, poor self-esteem, and lack of motivation also tend to fuel feelings of guilt. Both become a never-ending cycle of unpleasant emotions.

Although the description of a never-ending cycle seems a bit dreary, there is good news. It’s actually a cycle we can interrupt and change. We don’t have to live with excessive guilt all of our lives. By reframing the way we think and address ourselves, others, and problems we can change our reactions and emotions. We’ll talk more about that in a later post, but if guilt is controlling your life, don’t hesitate to reach out for help!

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Is there more to rest than guilt?

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When you think about taking a moment to rest, you feel guilty and worry that you might be lazy. There are better ways to spend your time, and honestly, you have a hard time relaxing anyway. But in the back of your mind, you’re thinking that it might be nice and you’ve been pretty stressed lately. Now you’re caught between two warring sides and unsure what to do. What if you rest, and it’s a waste of time that leaves you feeling worse? But what if you could rest, guilt free, with the knowledge that in some ways, you are being productive?

With busy schedules and high expectations for achievement, rest seems to be at the very bottom of our long to-do lists, if it even makes it on there at all. To clarify,  I’m not talking about sleep (which is also super important but just not the subject today) but the art of doing nothing. Relaxing. Taking time to ourselves. Chilling out.

I often hear these phrases associated with guilt and some less than desirable adjectives such as, lazy and selfish. In our society that is always plugged-in and ready to go, we feel like we need to be too. If we aren’t being productive, we’re failing in some way.

But what if rest is essential to our well-being and our ability to be our best selves? I certainly think there is an argument to be found for not worrying about being productive, and finding peace in doing nothing, but that’s for another time. Today, all we have to wrap our brains around is the idea that rest might be productive.

Let’s take a look at some benefits of rest:

  • Reduces stress : This is a big deal, because we know that  stress can take a serious toll on our bodies and health. People with high levels of stress are at a higher risk of anxiety, depression, the use of poor coping skills (substance use, for example),  digestive problems, headaches, and poor sleep. Chronic stress has also been linked to things like heart disease and a decrease in immune system functioning. Unfortunately, that’s not even the whole list of possible concerns. As a side note to anyone who got stressed reading that, know that not all stress is bad and it’s normal to have some amount of stress in our lives, it’s just important that we manage it!

  • Improves emotional well-being: There are two parts to this one. First, We’re much better at managing our emotions when we’re feeling balanced and rested. When we push ourselves to constantly be going and achieving, we tend to get frazzled and eventually, pretty dang tired. It’s so much harder to be our pleasant selves when we’re exhausted. Secondly, on top of being able to manage our emotions better, we just feel better. When we’ve taken the time to relax and unwind our mood is better overall.

  • Improves our relationships: When we’re running on empty, we’re less patient with those around us. We might feel resentful of helping others or take our frustrations out on the people we love most. However, if we’ve taken the time to invest in ourselves by resting, we become much more prepared to engage with the people around us in a positive and happy manner.

  • Body recuperates from physical activity: Any exercise or physical activity that we do needs to be balanced with rest. Exercise puts stress on our body and rest gives the body the time it needs to replenish and rebuild. Without rest, we’re more likely to suffer from injuries. Not to mention, our bodies just don’t feel as well. They may be tired, achey, and painful.

  • Leads to creativity: Sometimes I hear people say “I’m not creative,” but I think we all have creativity inside of us! When we have downtime, it allows our mind to wander and think of new things. Maybe this creativity comes in the form of a beautiful piece of artwork or maybe it’s a solution to a problem that you have been struggling to solve. Either way, our mind can come up with some pretty awesome stuff when it has time to be still.

  • Increases productivity: Okay, so for those of you worried about being productive all the time - did you know that you will actually be much more productive at your tasks if you’re well rested? When we haven’t taken time to recharge, we’re less effective at getting things done. Our brains and body become lethargic, it’s like trying to do everything through a fog. You’ll actually get things done faster and do it better if you give yourself some free-time!

So that’s a pretty impressive list. To sum it up, rest helps us feel good and improves our ability to function in our day-to-day lives. We’re able to do things we love with less effort and increased efficacy, our health improves, and our relationships likely benefit given that we’re able to regulate our emotions and have energy to think of others.  

Despite all this evidence, sometimes taking time for ourselves feels impossible. It’s hard to sit-back and enjoy some down-time when we’re feeling guilty and telling ourselves we “should” be doing something else more productive. And if we aren’t being productive, others might think we’re lazy or self-indulgent

But here’s the thing: When we don’t take time to relax, we tend to become the thing we’re so scared of being in the first place. It’s like a self-fulfilling prophecy. When we’re exhausted and overworked we’re more likely to be irritable and resentful, our work quality decreases, and overall, we feel crappy. We’re less engaged in life and spend more time thinking about what has to be done. We actually enjoy life more when we take time for a little R&R. Crazy, right?!


So, is rest productive? To me, the evidence strongly points to a firm yes. And if that’s the case, I’m here to challenge anyone who struggles with taking time to rest, to reframe how you think about it. “Rest is productive. By taking time for myself I will be better at everything else I do.”Maybe the next step is to enjoy downtime without thinking of it in terms of being productive, but for now, reframing is a great place to start!

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